But numbered are the days
Can you not try,
Can you not try,
And, extend your stay
Watery eyes,
The formation of tears
And, his unflinching crusade to
Hide those shears
Papa, w'll enjoy these three days
Let the future sink
I see his struggle to
Internalize the link
Papa, I understand the crux
But, cannot fathom the brute
Why God is so unkind
Why doesn't HE root
Papa, I long for the feel
The intertwined fingers
But, Empty is the bed
The smell of yours lingers
Papa, I stare at the ruckles
Wallowing at my plight
My shrills get drowned
Amidst the dreary night
Papa, can you not fix
Help me win this fight
Motionless, I stand
Oh son, I love you
I hug him tight.........
( During my return, after my term break, from my home location, my son's insistent cry left me in a bitter state. The way one forces oneself to unshackle, momentarily, the love grips of near ones, to chase ones aspirations can be shattering - I know it's all about the greater benefit, but hands on heart, at times, it kills.....the intangible stakes are equally high for a mba. I dedicate this to my son, but may be likewise applicable for our mom, wife, husband; sorry, if the post got a bit grim....)
Such a heartfelt piece.. know that there is always a light at the end of a tunnel.. to strive for success can be difficult.. but even so.. it can not stay out of our reach for too long.
ReplyDeleteHope you achieve all that you desire in life.. may happiness and success always be at your side.. to cherish with your loved ones..!
Thanks as always, Sanaa!
DeleteIt's so hard to comfort a child when s/he wants closeness now and we have a longterm goal. But, it will be ok. Nice that you could be home for 3 days.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your wishes, Myrna!
Deleteheart touching poem...
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by, Ashish!
DeleteSuch a touching poem, not grim at all!
ReplyDeleteIt's always nice to have you here, Alok! Glad, you felt that way.
Deletesoulful and simply beautiful... :-)
ReplyDeleteYou had never been a miser with those nice words, Archana! Thanks once again.
DeleteHeartbreaking indeed, letting a loved one out of sight.
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Yups, it is! Pleasure to have you here.
DeleteHow much the fathers too go through!
ReplyDeleteVery touching, some day your son will read this and understand. :)
Great post!
Thanks for the kind words, Indrani!...not to mention, the pleasure of having you here. Yes, someday when solitude becomes a bliss and a curse, these posts w'll help us to revisit those emotions, and even better, if such indulgence happens in presence of our near ones.
DeleteThis is so touching and the choice of words are just perfect...
ReplyDeleteNice to know, you liked it. Thanks Maniparna!
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